If theres a god watching me, may he be merciful, and know i had to.

I had to, didnt I?

I didnt, no. I did what i had to.

If he may a merciful god, if he truly sees all, if hes held me in his palm since birth. if he whispered divine hope to me through it all, if he stayed with me when i was lost and sick. He wouldnt abandon me now.

When i did what i must.

He mustnt be wrong, not now. Ive placed my faith in him. If he led me astray, if he saw my misteps and let me walk into sin than why would i be branded the sinner and casted aside when he had all control to have stopped me. No, he has seen my capabitlity and allowed it. He trusts me. He knew i had to, and bent the rules for the greater good.

If theres a god watching me, he must be merciful, for he saw me and knew i acted as i must.